God, Please...
Here in UK, while i am living on my own and try to be independent, i realise one important thing. I am a person who love to make schedule and organise something, but hesitate and lazy to make it real. For example, rite now...i supposed to read some case study and analyse it for d seminar. Instead of that, i am busy doing something else. One thing that irritate me is that i already arrange all the things, such as going to the library, borrow the books, etc...Well, everything just look as perfect as it is. Anyway, all d schedule was only a dream...now.
God, please...help me to be more motivated and more dilligent. I felt guilty with my parents.
The other thing that i realise is that i am doing good with all the prayer thing. I tried to do my 'tarawih' everyday (which i did) and read the Qur'an. If i think about it, i never plan or schedule it...never...it just comes from my heart.
Or, should i'm not making any plan for my study just like when i did my prayer?!
Nah...probably i would kill myself if i do that.
So...God...please..please...please...(rest of it is history...)
posted by Ica J A W A @ 11:50 PM
4 Comments:
kmu hobi bikin skedjul, karn kmu orangnya hobi mengatur, kmu susah geraknya, krn dalam diri kmu ada bagian yang susah diatur, yang sekarang lagi dominan2nya... dan kmu rajin ibadah... bagus buat diri kmu, aku suka sekali....
pacar ku...... *seneng*
Icaaaa... don't think too much. enjoy your life while you can. Use this opportunity to broaden up your mind and spiritual experience. You have what it takes kok. Yaou always has. I think you're gonna be a successful person someday. And i'm proud to be your friend. Take care girlfriend! Miss you a bunch!!!!
sutralah nek.... orang2 Sanguinis mah jangan harep bisa stick to schedule, walaupun sendirinya yg bikin...!!! heheheee.. (sama ama gue, soalnya..)
aku pengen ngajak kamu bayangin..pernah gak sih ada rencana mu yang berhasil 100%? kalo aku sama sekali tidak..terus knapa bisa begitu? tetapi kenapa justru ketika kita ingin melakukan ibadah yang sama sekali spontan alias ga terencana mala berjalan semestinya? why..why..and why? aku cuma pengen sharing aja :).aku perna dicertain oleh seseorang tentang ini, dan ternyata ada kuncinya loh gimana biar rencana kita berhasil (as we planned ofcourse)..tapi asyiknya kalo kita figure out pertanyaan2 tadi dulu.. (pengen sharing tapi privately, kalo nyantumin dsini kan jadi terpublish ya..hehe..gimana ya)
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